Yesterday, I was given help to solve my computer storage and backup problems. Yes, I pray to God and ask for His help even with little things such as using a computer. He really does care about me and helps me with my problems.
This doesn't mean that all I do is ask and "magically", without any effort on my part, all difficulties simply melt away. Yesterday was a pretty rough day for me. I knew I was at a point where my storage was dwindling, and I was having problems finding things. I know that this situation may not even be a problem at all for you, but for a seventy year old woman, who is a "creative" type, it was a BIG problem.
I knew I had done all I could, that my husband had set up some storage options, and that I couldn't go forward until I worked out my computer problems. I prayed for help and felt a sense of peace that it would work out, and that we were doing the right things. The next morning I knew that today was the day. I had to refine and learn how to use our new options. I knew it was time to make it work for me.
Over and over, I became overwhelmed. I had a headache and felt sick to my stomach, and I wanted to quit. Dealing with sequences of abstract details sends me screaming from a room, but I kept praying and trying. Battling with myself; with my fears, and my lack of ability and training, went on all day. I kept myself from doing something - anything to divert me from this distressful project. I forced myself to keep focused and keep trying, and I kept praying for help.
By the end of the day a working system was set up. I felt like a huge weight was lifted off of me, and I was even bouncing around the room! I also felt very grateful to have a Savior who loves me enough to help me even with the little things in my life.
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